14 March 2009
Posted 03-14-2009 at 04:26 PM by kungfuhmongkey
there are times when i dont know whats wrong with me, the sound of being a civilian seems easy at first, but the first month was horrible for me i guess, i dont tell anyone about this, its kinda shunned upon, you know, ptsd...
it seems as though whenever the word ptsd comes out, people look at you as though you're crazy or something, well, im not crazy, i just need time to recover, i mean, hell, people were actively trying to kill me on a daily basis, and i was out for blood whenever they attempted...
people dont see the battle inside of me, its still raging on, i want it to end, i need it to end, people will never know how it feels like, and i dont want them too...
sometimes the wars never end...**
it seems as though whenever the word ptsd comes out, people look at you as though you're crazy or something, well, im not crazy, i just need time to recover, i mean, hell, people were actively trying to kill me on a daily basis, and i was out for blood whenever they attempted...
people dont see the battle inside of me, its still raging on, i want it to end, i need it to end, people will never know how it feels like, and i dont want them too...
sometimes the wars never end...**
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glad you made it home safe bro. get some help if you need it.
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Posted 04-05-2009 at 06:06 PM by mrX
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thanks bro, im fine now, i just needed time to readjust...im not so keyed up anymore...**
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Posted 04-09-2009 at 05:56 PM by kungfuhmongkey
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okas so i read some of ur blogs.. or skimmed i should say. n imma guess that ur a soldier? haha i didnt get it at first kuz i thought that chu were talkn about gang bang missions...u knoe wat i mean? haha aniways.. be safe n thanx for serving our country. ^-^
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Posted 07-28-2010 at 01:29 PM by mai
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